So its time to update again. I didn't realize it had been so long ( Read more... )

I am so excited for this weekend, like there is no tomorrow. Me and Ben are going to duluth on friday, to celebrate our one month, and we're going on the ship thingy. Anyways, I get scared really easily, so i'm glad i have ben to clutch onto. then sat., kellys picking me up, and we're going to mels baby shower, and then we're supposed to swing ( Read more... )

lets see, whats new? I hung out with angela for a little bit yesterday. that was fun. then me and ben headed to goodwill so he could drop off some stuff, and then he had to pee, so i drove over to best buy, and as we're walking through the parking lot, someone yelled my name, and i look over, and it's abby and jada. and i saw someone get out of the ( Read more... )

Ugh, I'm sick. AND, I got my period. What are the odds? So, I think I had the weirdest convo today with Ben. We had a serious talk about my period, and what I was feeling about it at the moment. It was just weird to talk to my boyfriend about that. We had the most unromantic, romantic date today. haha. but i'm so sick, i lost my voice today, and my ( Read more... )

You know how everyone has their breaking point? Just where you think your plate is full enough, and you know there is absolutely NO room for seconds? yeah, I feel like i'm on my 4th helping. I've been so busy lately. I really didn't think it would be so hard to juggle school, work, and a boyfriend, but it is. Especially all of that on top of my ( Read more... )

lets see, whats new, whats new? Not a whole lot actually. Life's pretty same old, same old. I'm just sitting in the library thinking. Lot's of people think in the library. I just happen to be thinking about how my father is a psycho crazy mother fucker, and about how his wife is a psycho crazy mother fucking bitch. I can not stress it enough about ( Read more... )

So it's offical, me and Ben are going out now. He asked me out on the 15th, which is nice...and about time. haha. but no, on a serious note, i am SO dead. beyond dead. My dad caught Ben leaving the house this morning, well, he "saw him" walking through the yard (which he didn't) and then he got in his car and drove to the corner where he was ( Read more... )

Damn, life moves at a quick speed. So, what I originally wanted, was a nice two bedroom apartment for me and Ben by Dec. or Jan. Plans changed. It looks like we're moving into a 1 bedroom hopefully by Oct. Last night was a hard night. I cried for the first time in a long time, and I continue to cry yet some more. I feel like a baby. I just hope ( Read more... )

I get my car back today, I'm excited about that. Tonight, me and Ben are going to the Dope concert. Kyle might come, and meet us there if he doesn't have to work. His sister had her baby, and i heard he was cute, so i'm excited to see the baby. what else, what else...i went on my first ever apartment walk through. i'm excited for that too. i've ( Read more... )

so freaking tired....