Mmehhh, what can I say about today... went to bed at 4am this mornin', then got woken up at 8 by Eric...smokaged, watched t.v., fooled around (whooohooo) and then I got showered, Went to rent "Saw" and got a bite to eat with Jacob...uhhhm then I cleaned the kitchen floor, I cleaned Jacobs playpen out, and I cleaned Jacobs room and put stuff in the ( Read more... )

would it be such a damn crime to fuckin want to take a nap, JUST ONCE?! And actually get to?! wtf...ugh everyone is on my fuckin nerves today... so for everyone, fuck off.

Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep ... what happen to time with his kimmy? .... *sigh* someone dig me out of this hole..

Well shit, i was asked what is it that makes me happy, and i really couldnt come up with an answer dealing with eric.. just jacob. so my friend dave was like then why am i still with eric? hes like "you should get that first date feeling everytime you talk to him, you should get that fluttery feeling in your stomach, and it should be like that ( Read more... )

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Yesturday was alright... Woke up feeling like death and I didnt want to get out of bed so I called adam and we b-sed for alil bit till Eric got out of the shower (cause we know how eric is..) Then I showered and we went out shopping, we picked up Jacob some pj's and a new toy then we made our way to the mall.. I got some new kicks and theyre soooo ( Read more... )

What can I say about today? Nothing.. I woke up, sat around and counted the minutes till I had to go to work.. I dunno lately I feel like I'm never appreciated anymore - Ive noticed that I do so much for other people i dont even think about myself anymore... Work was alright, Sony asked me to work superbowl sunday cause im not scheduled and all the ( Read more... )

Wow, haven't used this thing since November... I had really forgetten all about it till Adam reminded me about livejournal when I saw it on his profile on aim. I just woke up from a nap, and I had the weirdest dream about work. In the dream i was sleeping and I woke up and was smokin up with someone and I looked at the time and how conviently is ( Read more... )

finally got this piecer a set of speakers and a woofer...nice. :D Well didnt do much today, hunted a friend down to get my dvd back..(biatch!) said she couldnt play it on her dvd! well why didnt she return it SOONER? UGH! People. Anyways, Im in a good mood :D Erics still sleeping as usual..but thats no surprize! Hah, oh well...Gonna let ya know if ( Read more... )

I feel like ultimate shit today.... i dont know why... i feel like no one appreciates what i do here... you know... its not easy bein a mom... at 20.
ugh... i feel like i never get enuff sleep, and im just so flustered to hear that there are people out there that get everything handed to them...god...