i have a new journal... and its private. theres things i want to say, but i dont want people judging me. so... this is my last entry.

later

*yawn* im so tired. i donno why lol... i havent even like been sitting up for more than like 30mins total today.... and its already 2:15 lol ( Read more... )

people are to be loved. things are to be used. its not the other way around.

^^alot of people should really take that in... cuz i can think of like 10 people off the top of my head that are making me sick right now.

awww kellie n amanda came over today. :) that was so sweet of them lol... they totally made my night. all of a sudden i hear my name being called n im like "whos callin me" from my room n my moms like "its from outside" n im like AHH PEOPLE! FRIENDS! REVIVE ME! haha i was so happy. they came from a football game or something... we might chill on ( Read more... )

today was boring... im not allowed to go to the woods n stuff today cuz my paranoid mother thinks im going somewhere else. that sux... i like going up there. its peaceful... and barely anybody ever goes up there so its pretty private for the most part ( Read more... )

being grounded isnt as bad as i thought it would be lol. i went to the lake again around 6... n there were these guys fishing up there around like... 7:30... probablly still there lol. larry... he was like 47... old enough to be my dad... chuck... steve... and some other guy... they were all like 23... so i had people to talk to. :) at first i was ( Read more... )

^^that last one was just for u kellie lmao...

AllyDances: hey sexy ( Read more... )

last night i went out wit nicole... me her n sabrina bought like everything at the grocery store lol n we got a CAKEEEEEEE n started to bake it at timmys... red velvet... yummm. then i call home n ask what time my mom wants me back there n she starts bitching n bla bla n is like "if ur not home in a half hour ur grounded ( Read more... )

do do do... lifes awsome. today school went by relatively fast... n ally came home with me. we went to the lake n woods near my house... do do do. shes gone now cuz she had a doctors appointment... wah ( Read more... )