hhmmm.... yeah..... i really dont know where this is going. Then again, I never know where anything I say or think is going. It just kinda comes out and I usually dont think (but I'm pretty sure everyone knows that already) So, ummm.... I started playing guitar again..(Thanks so much Brenton!!! i love u!!) and I think that this weekend I'm gonna ( Read more... )

So yeah... I'm bored again. hm, imagine that, me, bored with NOTHING TO FREAKING DO!!! AAGGHHHHH!!!!!! I think that I'm going to loose my mind one of these days. I feel basically emotionsless and I can't figure out why. Actually, no, I think that I probbly do know why, damn boys. I pity (Andrea knows what I mean by that) 2 guys at the same ( Read more... )

Man... i thought that today was gonna be freaking awesome, because usually Friday the Thirteenth is a great day. But, not saying today has been bad, but it definatly hasn't been the best day ever. I realized that I am really lonely... not because lack of friends... i love all of them... they are awesome. But i miss something that friends can't ( Read more... )

Can anyone help me out and stop thinking about boys that arent even worth my time so I can find one that actually is?

Today is one of those wierd days. Like, I just don't feel thin (but I was told that I am) and I don't feel very pretty (but again, I was told that I am). I don't know weather I should believe what I was told or believe what I feel today. It kind of really sucks.

This year I actually made resoultions that I'm going to try my best to keep ( Read more... )

This New Years eve/day was just alright for me. I mean, yeah, it was cool cause I got wine and was able to hang out with people that I care about, but I still I wish that I had someone there that was more then a friend, someone that I could have kissed at midnight. But whatever, I really shouldn't complain. I guess that is just the curse of the ( Read more... )

im numb to the world and drowning, in the world and falling through. i don't think theres anything to save me, nothing left to do since you left ( Read more... )

dude, everyone has been so "bleh" lately. I mean, yeah, it sucks that Christmas is over and stuff, but we still have new years eve and stuff, thats always fun. So wil everyone please do all of humanity a favor and be happy? thank you Ü!

thoughts crashing together leaving my brain in shambles. the wreckage is unnerving to you, but is so natural and comforting to me ( Read more... )