i have no other words then this ( Read more... )

hhmmmm...in some what of a good mood. lol, not really too sure why. must just be some weird thing in the air cuz nothing in my life has changed....we'll see how long that lasts....

miss ya love!!

meagan Amber

so...its funny how one day you just wake up! i mean ive been here for months now just here....not really living, not really doing anything at all. just here...and today is the first day in along time that i feel alive. i mean i actually FEEl alive. idk, its really hard to explain. but im happy ( Read more... )

i love how people think that can just get back in your head whenever they feel like it. ummm....

im sorry sweatheart but your long gone in my head. pull yourself together and leave

hes happy.....

that means i should be happy too, right?

why is it that hating someone just makes you want them even more ( Read more... )

well, lately things have been really good. i dont really kno why.... i said something (well, i guessed typed) to justin and he wrote this thing back which just made me really really mad and then i cried...and wrote a small response and ever sense then ive been in a really good mood. i hate fighting with him and even tho i believe his whole message ( Read more... )

so...im actually in like some sort of an amazing mood today. well, minus a few details here and there...lol. went out with an out friend. which went very very well :p then worked which actually didnt totally suck either. the only crappy part there is that i have to work at 6 and its like 1 right now...kinda not really tired ( Read more... )

i hurt myself today. i must have set my unknown id calls as the same ringtone...it was such a let down. i almost fell in the shower when i heard it go off. not sure i can handle a let down like that again. i just dont understand what is so wrong with me...and then when i think about that question i say theres nothing wrong with me but how am i ( Read more... )

i cant keep looking at my phone hoping its you calling. waiting to hear your ringtone adn getting disappointed when its not yours. i cant live hoping that one day you'll realize im truely sorry about our past and all i want to do is be with you. i cant just be the friends with benefits that you want to be. i need more...i feel more. my heart wants ( Read more... )