I know I said that I would keep my word, I wished that I could save you from the hurt....But things will never go back to how we were, I'm sorry I can't be your world ( Read more... )

the world seems to be poisoned. poisoned with fear...with shame. kno one cares about anyone but them selves. they push everyone away at the expense of there own happiness. but then when they try to come back its too late. everything you had once loved and forgotten...has given up on you a long time ago. it couldnt wait forever. i cant wait forever ( Read more... )

i think im not the only one. or maybe there is just something wrong with me. i dont know. sometimes i feel like it could be either. i dont understand some of the things he says to me and then the actions that occur the next time i see him. when did guys get so complicated? i remember when everything was so simple. it was yes or no. not well when ( Read more... )

so new theory on regrets. life can throw as many at me as it wants...just as long as i can keep my good memories too. thats all that matters. my laughs, loves, friends, fam....even the crys.

i kno that our roots are still there....its just gonna take some time grow. and ill be here....waiting

sometimes its really hard to not think that theres something wrong with you. i dont understand how someone doesnt do anything wrong and you start being ignored....just you.

no words...what do you do?

Two 'o Clock And I Wish That I Was Sleeping ( Read more... )

i want to run away. away to a world i dont kno of yet. a place where not everyone knows who i am. where they dont kno my past, my problems or my regrets. i recently told a friend that i dont believe in regrets. that when we make our decisions its because at that point in time that is what we wanted. we are who we are today because of those choices ( Read more... )

AHHHH ( Read more... )

soo...moms getting married tomorrow! exciting i guess.. im happy for her, i have come to like this one at first her was a lil weird, but he makes mom happy which is something i havent really seen in a long time. not sense before grandma passed, and def. not thru all the shit that katelyn puts her thru, but katelyns gone...i have kno problem calling ( Read more... )

the holes in my jeans, they tell you where ive been ( Read more... )