here's the deal. i still liked you. end of story. cue music.

it hurts to know that the one thing you want the most is the one thing you know you are better off without...

My biggest fear is that I'll be alone the rest of my life.

What do I want? I want someone to care about me. I want someone to respect the fact that dance is a huge part of my life. I want someone to realize that I'm probably one of the hardest working college students out there and that I deserve a break every once in a while. I want someone who offers to do anything for me, back massages included. I want ( Read more... )

Somehow, you always manage to come up in conversation. How it happens boggles my mind and I can't even begin to explain to you how much I can't handle it. I know I don't cross your mind, that's a given. And how much of an impact your name ALONE irks me or makes me hurt, I deal with it. And I don't like that. I shouldn't have to deal with something ( Read more... )

I broke down tonight. I can't take this shit anymore.

Do I ever cross your mind?
cause I don't think I do.

I wish that I could be irresponsible for once.

I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you want to go,
and if you're faced with a choice and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' til you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of ( Read more... )

As you grow up, you learn many things. The one that hurts the most is to realize that you shouldn't expect too much from the people you care about, because nothing says they care about you as much as you do them.