new live journal:

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get at me

in complete utter honest, what I want to know is what you actually think, what you want, what you need, what you desire, what you feel about certain people, I don't like not knowing and I hate ignoring you but if I dont ignore you I know i will only make bad "life choices" and I can't handle that, and maybe it's because I've had too much to drink ( Read more... )

The harder she tried to forget him, the more she remembered him.  The more she tried to hate him, the more she wanted him to look at her with those blue eyes of his, and smile that smile of his that never failed to stop her breath.

To be completely honest, I can't pretend to be your friend. My short, unemotional answers are my way of pretending like ( Read more... )

I'm not going to lie, it's harder than I thought it was going to be. I've been trying to make this transition, but I can't. Last night, I just didn't want to do anything. I don't like seeing boxes all over the place and packing everything back up to move back to the place I wanted to get away from 2 years ago. I don't like that I am going to have ( Read more... )

Here's the deal, many people would expect me to be extremely pissed off or
upset or angry right now. But it's not that at all... in fact,
surprisingly... I'm relieved.

I'm relieved because I knew I didn't make you happy. I didn't know what to
think of the situation and I had no way of knowing how to deal with it.
Here's the thing, it's a comfort thing ( Read more... )

my really fucked up dream....

"I don't understand it either... I don't know why I keep going back and why you keep coming back... it just happens."
"It's unfair"
"I know it is, but I don't know what to do"
"And you think I do?!"
"No."
"I don't even know..."
"Here's the thing, I don't know what we are to each other. I mean, when you talk to people, do you ( Read more... )

Why do I do it to myself? Seriously, this is the thing that has been stressing me out the most. I can't deal with being in charge anymore. I don't like it, I don't want to do it and I hate the demands that are asked of me. I want to leave, I really do, but I don't know how to do that. I need to find a new job - something that doesn't have me ( Read more... )

...cause I'm not here for your entertainment,
you don't really want to mess with me tonight
just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
cause you know it's over, before it began...

The Bachelor? Man, it's a pimp show. The guys gets to date 25 girls and at the end probably end up sleeping with half of them. He told two girls ( Read more... )

With time you realize that things happen for a reason. There's a reason for it all - the friends drifting apart, the relationships that don't last, the second chances failing again, the day to day problems. And I'm beginning to realize that it's perfectly okay.

I'm glad things are the way they are right now. I wouldn't be happy in a relationship - ( Read more... )

"The truth is, in time that's all we'll be to each other anyway, a population of memories, some wonderful and endearing, some less so. But taken together, these memories help make us who we are and who we will be."