I've got a head full of doubt ( Read more... )

I can't say that things are fine
When I'm screaming on the inside
You make me regret things I do
And what I want to say
I just can't find myself
And soon you'll look away

When I think at night
The stars fill my eyes
And my lips whisper these words
There's a golden rule
That says I'll play a fool
Now you'll figure out 
What it's all about

My own mind will drive ( Read more... )

Soft ropes ( Read more... )

Would you come in through my door ( Read more... )

I'd like to walk around in your mind some day ( Read more... )

Silently her gentle footsteps graze upon the ground,
working her magic never seen with a frown,
the grass so green, 
the mud so brown,
listening to everything around, 
naming each sound.

Your beauty comes alive with everything you touch.
You look into the mirror,
a tear falls down it's path.
I walk up from behind you,
breaking the glass.
Wiping away the tear ( Read more... )

Morning's gone
Echoes of dawn
Shaking my soul
All but done
Delirious
The tears with the cold
And nowhere to go

You've been brought here for a reason
Be it fate or treason
Your lust destroyed this body
Have I survived?

You could end this waking dream
As I escape with a scream
Then I might feel I'd won some way

I really suck at updating my LJ it seems.  Since my last post, I finally managed to get myself fired from work.  I'm currently awaiting for unemployment benefits to be approved.  As soon as they do, I'm going to file for some student loans and get my ass in school.  No clue what I'm going to study, but I figure I'll start with the basics first to ( Read more... )

So it's been quite awhile since I've written here.  Which isn't unusual.  Much has changed, all very good.  I met someone.  His name is Brian.  And he's amazing.  I know I've said this alot over the years, but in reality, I've never felt this way about someone before.  In all the serious relationships I've been in, I thought I was in love, but I ( Read more... )

What a week.  I've had a sudden inflation of cash lately, with more to come.  I've begun a relationship with a great guy named Brian.  I've been pretty sick, with new symptoms almost daily.  I had wisdom tooth surgery yesterday and ended up very sick from the anesthesia.  I still feel like shit today.  But yeah, even though I'm sick and in pain, ( Read more... )