There will be times when you realize all the strength that you've built up can vanish with just one word. Realize that all you've done -the struggle of good grades, the being trustworthy, the good deeds, the being faithful, and the constant fight to remain loyal- doesn't mean a thing, to anyone. And over all that, an entire life that you spent ( Read more... )

k, so last chance to update my new lj!

check your profile, if not added soon, i'm just deleting you.

peeeeeace

I'm in tally. n I'm loving it. I soooo can't wait for fall and winter w0o0o0oh0o0o0o

So NEW city= NEW Journal!!!!

check your profiles and add me back niggassss!!

my closet, appears larger than ever and suddenly dirt i've never seen before is visible ( Read more... )

How could it be? Two people can hold on to each other for seven years, ten years, twenty years, laugh and cry with each other, love each other through the best and worst of times and then, one morning, one of them wakes up and has absolutely nothing to say to the otheri thought that this would be heart wrenching. and it is. i've been too busy to ( Read more... )

I am going to make my will strong again.

as for me i'm coming to my final failure
i've killed myself with changes trying to make things better
but i ended up becoming something other than what i had planned to be

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more
there's a hero in all of us, that keeps us honest, gives us strength, makes us noble, and finally allows us to die with pride, even though sometimes we have to be steady, and give up the thing we want the most. Even our dreams.

Monday night's farewell left my throat sore for what seemed like hours.
Last night's see ya later made my stoamch hurt.
Today I started packing. I use to be so good at goodbyes.
I have promised myself to make sure I try and keep those that I really want in my life near.
And to those that I do let go, please forgive me, but, you can't stay mad at ( Read more... )

i don't want any of this to mean anything.
out of nowhere i realize i don't regret much anymore, not 10th grade not 11th grade not 12th grade, not now. I don't miss her or her or any girl I thought I would miss.

i rememeber the look in your eyes
when I told you that this was goodbye
you were begging me
'not tonight not here, not now'
no i won' ( Read more... )

she's goin places, she's a gator fan, she loves god, she supports my USAF ambitions, she quotes movies with me, she loves ps, soco, fata, bn, tbs, underoath, THE SPILL CANVAS, mozart, chopin, kenny chesny, shania twain; she loves football, she'll even play it, she wants to mother some and adopt some, she wants to live up north.

this is love,
gosh.