so yeah...update on what's been going on in my life...the musical's over, thank god. even though i was having a blast and everything, i'm just glad to have my time back, not having to go to rehersal every day of the week for three hours...but, yeah, it was good while it lasted. softball's starting soon, which is exciting, but i'm totally out of ( Read more... )

so i had a funfilled day today...slept until 9:30, watched some tv, then read for a while on my floor (quite comfortable actually), went to lunch (Thai) with ross...followed by a wonderfully leisurely drive for about an hour on a whole bunch of back roads in dover, rochester, madbury, and barrington. then i came home, it's about 3, and i read for a ( Read more... )

(sigh) every time we're together, it makes me wonder...there's certain things that'll make me think, yeah, maybe he does, but then i'll realize i'm being ridiculous, that's there's no possible way, trying to save myself from heartache, trying not to get my hopes up just to be disappointed...but it's all just a big circle, so when i say no, it's not ( Read more... )

okay, it's time for lauren to MOVE OUT! (lauren's my sister, for those of you who dont know...) she's coming in late at night, like 11 or whatever, and i'm already asleep, but she wakes my up moving around. and then she'll be cooking at 9 o'clock, after the rest of us have eaten, and she's using so much garlic it stays in the house for DAYS! we ( Read more... )

yeah, so, i'm sitting here, starring at my computer screen because i have no idea how to answer my lab report for chemistry...and wicked excited about our trip to new york this weekend! it'll be my first time there, and we're going to go see this exhibit in Central Park by Cristo...it's supposed to be AWESOME! we're there until monday night, my dad ( Read more... )

yeah, so i thought that it was time to update the journal...havent written anything in a while. so, let's see...the musical is giong well. we're getting stuff done. i'm so glad that ms m pushed it back three weeks! we were never going to be ready to go for feb 11. it's taken a lot of pressure of her, me, along with everyone in the cast. now we can ( Read more... )

so i've come to the decision that it's not worth my time to like someone who doesnt, and won't ever in the near future, like me. it's just not worth the energy. granted, i dont go around following him in a weird wig and sunglasses, but still. there's just no point. it just hurts in the end. time to move on...

so yeah. i dont know who pays attention to dreams or who takes them seriously or reads into them or whatever, but i dont really know how much to actually look into them...like i've had a couple dreams about this certain guy, and i guess i've already established that i like him...so now my dreams are just teasing me and making me even more mad that ( Read more... )

so yeah. i dont know who pays attention to dreams or who takes them seriously or reads into them or whatever, but i dont really know how much to actually look into them...like i've had a couple dreams about this certain guy, and i guess i've already established that i like him...so now my dreams are just teasing me and making me even more mad that ( Read more... )

i'm so excited! marching band is done TOMORROW!!!! we had a two hour practice today, which wasnt bad, except it was realy windy and i seriously almost got blown over. it was so scary! i thought that i was going to fall backwards...anyways... let's see. kayla and kathleen came over right after practice and we had pizza. now, getting the pizza from ( Read more... )