Guys everything seems to be better kinda.. i dont know. ME AND BRIAN ARE BETTER AND THAT IA ALL THAT SEEMS TO MATTER RIGHT NOW!! god i love him. Track is awesome.. lol i really needed to get into shape.. i am out of it!! my shoulders are killing me.. ouch! haha.. omg!! last night brian meet my daddy!!! AND MY DAD LIEKS BRIAN!! ehh i am soo happy!! ( Read more... )

its my moms birthday today!! lol... shes old.. 37.. ehh i am at my grandparents right now and i am soo bored.. there is nothing to do except to talk online with ppl. and there is no one on!! BORING! lol great now i will probably get to thinking.. and yea thast exactly what i need.. JUST KIDDING! omg i mono.. my throat hurts so badly.. adn i have ( Read more... )

i am goin metally insane.. i swear. i have so many things on my mind.. i have so many lines to memorize for drama!! i have so much HOMEWORK! math is really gettin hard, not to metion the health report. i also am doing track and sftbal at the moment. plus pitching.. i relaly need to get a move on that.. i am really behind with sftbal. AHH!! AND MY ( Read more... )

hey everyone.. hows it goin? yesterday was my birthday.. worset birthday in a long time. i didnt go to school.. i was way to sick. me and desi aint doing to well. i aint doing to well my self. but o well. i knew that one of these days i wasnt goin to be able to keep everything up. all the weight that i carry sometimes.. i am becomming weak. i dotn ( Read more... )

today is my birthday! and i am sick out of my mind.. this is the first time in over 24 hours that i have gotten out of my bed.. yesterday i feel when i tried to stand.. i am soo dizzzy.. i have the worset freakin migrane.. i hate this! i have only gottne up to throw up.. and now i am goin to go do that.. then go back to sleep.. im goin to die..

have you ever been in a situation where your gettin yelled at... you and your friends... and your friend is getttin blamed for your mistake? yeah well i was in that situation.. and i didnt stand up for her. i feel like crap.. but thats how i should feel i guess. shes a great friend and i let her down. again.. i can never ever do anythgin right. ( Read more... )

hey. i dont know what to do. everything is goin wrong. i am soo scared. i have never been more scared in my whole life. i am soo hungary. i am shaking.. crying.. and jsut omg.. its words i cant even explain. i am soo stressed out from everything..i cant wait till tomorrow when i am at he movies with brian. it will make things better. i just got off ( Read more... )

OMG.. lol.. way to start of my journal huh? well anyways. i went to the guys game today so that way i could see frankie. i havent seen frankie in forever! hes liek one of my really good friends.. and jsut ahh! i never get to see. o hes begged me to go! so i did. and what happens?! the same thing that always happens.. he ignores me. completely.. ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERICA PRATT! sry i couldnt be at school for your birthday. but have a happy one anyways. home alone again. i am so scared about tonight! i have to go to the doctors. my stupid knee and my breathing. i am gettin old. (jk) i hope i dont have to have surgery.. but there is a pretty good chance i might. I AINT GOIN TO GET TO TALK TO ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONYA YVONNE INMAN! lol.. hey everyone i am sitting at home tryin to keep my stomach inside of me. i think i might have broncitis.. maybe i should start listening to brian and wear a coat when its cold. my chest hurts when i cough and i have freaking cramps! gosh being a women can suck some times.. lol. i miss everyone.. i hope i am ( Read more... )