Tomorrow is going to be a test for me. My BF is coming and we will see what happens. My roommate has tomorrow off from work, and let me tell you I am completely thrilled about that, NOT!!!! I am excited to see my BF but very very nervous at the same time. I don't know what tomorrow holds for me but I guess we will have to wait and see. Please ( Read more... )

Wow it sure has been a long time since I have written a journal, online or on paper... Lets see where do I begin???? Well life kind of sucks right now... I have a girlfriend who is facing jail time, long story short she did something stupid to help us out. Granted that is not an excuse but still. She is not the type of person to do what she did and ( Read more... )

Well it has been a while since I wrote last. It is just that everytime that I have come on here to write something I am not exactly sure what to write down you know. LIke right now, i am sitting at that the computer and I am just looking at it. Well lets see whats been going on. My best friend Jessica is living with me, she left her husband and is ( Read more... )

Well I was brave again! I told her that I liked her and I got shot down. She wants to concentrate on school and what not which is totally cool but whatever. I just feel like everytime there might be a chance with someone then i get shot down, and my feelings get hurt. That is why I had made a promise that I wasn't going to tell anyone anymore that ( Read more... )

Well I am in a good mood. We went out tonight and I ran into a friend from high school and we danced and had fun. But the reason I am in a really good mood is I got to dance with the girl that I like. And let me tell you I mean really really danced... I had soo much fun. Besides the whole thing with my friend getting mad at me last night, two fun ( Read more... )

Happy Belated New YEar!! Well I didn't have anyone to kiss which made me a little sad but oh well.. I really wish that someone was there but what can you do... My friend is mad at me right now.. Well last night we went out to Renegades and my other friends that I was with wanted to go smoke some flavored tabacco out of a hooka (however you spell it ( Read more... )

Merry late Christmas to all. Well Christmas was good, my best friend Sammy was able to come down and actually spend time this time and not have to run around trying to hang out with everyone. I wish that she didn't live 2 hours away but she does and there really isn't anything I can do about it. Well that girl I was talking to that went to Germany ( Read more... )

WOW tonight has sure been an intersting night. Well first of all i am going to say that I am not going to be the sober one again. WEll not the only sober one. I was taking care of 5 girls tonight who were all sick.. One was trying to get sober up so i wasn't really taking care of her but still 4 girls who are sick and I am being mom again. I found ( Read more... )

OMG my life sucks right now.. Now this is the second time I am writing this freaking journal b/c somehow it got erased when i clicked on something.. I am soo stressed out right now that its not funny. I have to write a speech for our last class on wednesday, finish my exam for the same class for wednesday. I have to study for my math which I am not ( Read more... )

Wow I am very tired today. I was at my sisters house last night watching my niece abd she was being alittle bit of a bear. She would fall asleep in our arms and as soon as we would put her down within like 2 minutesshe would wake up and want to be held again. So then around 10 she didn't want to go to sleep at all. My friend Annie and I were ( Read more... )