Okay, so i've been having insanely weird dreams lately, so i'm gonna figure out what them mean....you can read ( Read more... )

so i don't even know where to begin. maybe just that i love endorphins, because its like the one thing keeping me happy. i'm not even sure you can call it happy, maybe its just...content, or satisfied. Either way, i think everyone knows the past couple months have been hell, except for like 2 or 3 weeks, but that just ended in even more hell. To ( Read more... )

um, well okay i guess i kinda feel like my world is falling apart. I thought i was keeping it together...at least i thought that's what i could convince other people...maybe i even thought i could convince myself. I'm begining to think i was just numb. I guess i had a little too much faith, maybe i thought that life would give me a break...just ( Read more... )

So first of all, i just kinda wanna thank people. And i know you guys are just trying to look out for me, and i love that you care about me enough to do that. I'm working on it guys, its just...it's hard. But thank you, especially you mouse, for supporting me, even if you might not approve of...certain things. But i mean here on out i don't know ( Read more... )

Ahhh so i LOVE this week, like holy mother! it was the best. And the tournament was the best one yet, not playing wise, cuz i prettymuch sucked it up playing wise. But so i was in the 4th round on Sunday...and i'm sitting behind "A-dawg" (aka this kind Avery, i dunno bville people named him that). And so i'm sitting w/ my back to him,and his back ( Read more... )

okay so prettymuch these last three days have been amazing! And also, on suday, i was watching grey's anatomy, and totally realized something. I always thought that people could never really let go just becuse they clung on to any hope, or because they weren't ready to let go. But then i realized that it's just because they're afraid of the truth. ( Read more... )

So prettymuch life is good right now. I think tonight deserves a little recap. Brace yourselves, it gets pretty intense. So mouskarini calls me up and is all like "yo! wad up sista, i need a ride to target...take me." (okay so i may have changed some words, but i gotta spice it up) So i pick her up, and we're all like bitchin at eachother...cuz ( Read more... )

well...it's been a while. This will probably be boring...i'm giving you fair warning ( Read more... )

Wow so i've decided that fights are stupid. Just be happy you have something/someone to fight w/ or about. We are way too old to be getting in fights and not talk to people, or ignore people...or to fight for like more than a day without talking it out. Like really, its insulting to fight over stupid little things, when there are people out there ( Read more... )

So i am going to make a list of all the things i don't understand. Good luck ( Read more... )