So my mom thought i was suicidal based on a facebook comment...thanks mom, thanks...

Yea I'm sitting here once again all liquored up and nowhere to go ( Read more... )

Barley to Beer ( Read more... )

I realized I haven't written anything tangible in a couple of months, and now seems like the best time. I'm trying to fight sleep and I think I'm winning though the whole drinking coffee at 9pm was a stupid move even moreso since i polished off a thermos full ( Read more... )

Today has been just awesome! First my stomach woke me up to say "sorry but remember those tostitos and salsa, yea they're going to go" along with everything else in my stomach... Luckly my roomie went to Kroger for me and got some Pepto. After a little sleep and ginger ale, I booked it downtown to my math exam. Still fighting heartburn, I did my ( Read more... )

Humdrum Monday...I woke up late again, but made it to work and such in time, just felt disorganized today. My whole life has seemed to become bombarded with disorginization; thoughts, clothes, DVDs, books...A messy life. And yes, you would say I'm too lazy to clean things up, rearrange, but I just don't give a damn anymore. I wish I still lived ( Read more... )

Well it's been a while since I've been on LJ, and not much has been going on. Other than my complete lack of wanting to do anything other than sleep right now, things have been pretty humdrum. I think most of the mental cloudyness is coming from a freakin' headache I've been having for a couple of days. It's not too bad, only mildly annoying enough ( Read more... )

Blahh Mondays...I'm so tired right now. All I want to do is go home, eat something, then sleep for the rest of the day. Masybe this is all just mental, maybe I have all the energy in the world stored up somewhere I just have to tap into it. Or drink a cup of coffee ( Read more... )

Thinking back again about things in my life that have/are going wrong and wondering when my luck is gonna run out. I think it's the fact that I've been stressed out over every little thing that I really shouldn't be; but I dunno I just feel like I can't relax anymore. Like there's always something else to do, and I'm never done at the end of the ( Read more... )

Contemplation in empty walls doing nothing but tapping my fingers to the sounds of silence. I hate this part ( Read more... )