i feel like life just bitch slapped me across the face. i was in as good a mood as always then had a long talk with my parents about what i need to do with my life in the next few months to try and achieve the things i want to do and especially about the long-term consequences of my dui and i got really depressed. i hate having so much pressure put ( Read more... )

why the fuck does she have to live 500 fucking miles away?

I hate this. I hate you.

sometimes there are things people should not tell you.

things that you just never want to know about.

ever.

20. whoop-dee-do.

I don't feel any different. Maybe just a little bit, lost.

Surf trip kicks off wednesday night. I've been waiting for this for the last month and now that its days away, i cant believe it.  I haven't taken a trip in a looong time and i definitely need it. Fishing, surfing, camping; nothing gets better than that.

Hooked myself a 10+ lb carp today(i wish i had weighed it). Kevin and I went fishing in mission trails for the second time and i got myself a monster haha. Also got a little catfish no more than a pound or two, and Kevin got a nice little bluegill. All in all a good time. Next week were gonna hit up lake jennings with Justin for some bigger catfish ( Read more... )

Fourth of July kicked ass ( Read more... )

ive felt so much better the past few days. i kinda reached the peak of crappiness this weekend and made a big mistake. but i hope its been resolved, hopefully everything is on the right track. it feels like it is. i just want things to eventually work out between everyone. lets give this some more time.

Yet another sleepless night.

Yeah, I haven't been here in a while so i figured I would write a little about the recent goings on.

My first and longest relationship is now over. As much as I wish it wasn't and however much i dwell on it I can't deny the fact that's its true. We were both in different places and had too many problems at the moment, so ( Read more... )