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durrrr....lights out!
In observance of earth hour, between the times of 8pm and 9pm all lights are to be turned off. 3/29/08 ( Read more... ) -
Hummm.....more?
It's like looking through a window, and seeing the past. Good times, bad times, and everything in between. I look sideways through the present at ex's that are extracting the best revenge ever, they are with someone new, and they are happy. I'm usually the one who made things end, sick and twisted in my own self-destructive fate of mine. It grabs ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Things have been well lately. Jen and I have been doing better. Thanksgivings (all three of them) were fun this year. Keith and Beth coming up to Woodstock, VT was the highlight of all three of them for me. I learned about http://noimpactman.typepad.com/blog/ . Which has caused me to think about my future. More on that later.
I also want to share ( Read more... ) -
Well might as well keep the trend...
So this morning my brain was going really fast and just lots of thoughts going through my mind. I got up took a shower and went back to bed. After a short while I initiated conversation with jen about our relationship, where I am on it and what I am feeling. It was really good to voice these things and I think if I can keep communicating, we can ( Read more... ) -
Durr...........
It's been awhile, life's been going. Jen and I got back together. I'm still not sure if it was the right thing to do or not but it was decided and I am sticking to it. We have been doing better on communication and me getting time for myself which feels good. The whole break up thing still knaws at my mind. The correct path will be apart in do time ( Read more... ) -
1 week.....
So 7 days have gone by now, and things here at the house seem to have leveled off. Wilkes and I are back to just being a couple of Bachelors wasting time between doing work for necessary survival. It isn't any better than it was. It's not really any worse though. I've been trying to see what has changed, what's new or different. Theres a few things ( Read more... ) -
Murrrr....
hindsight 20/20 is a bitch......second guessing, rewording things. *sighs* Wish I had gone for the trial seperation option rather than the whole kit and kaboodle. But I'm not hearing much right now so...*sigh*
It's past time for bed. -
what is there to say?
Well the outlook just became clearer ( Read more... ) -
I hope this is for the best.......
I just broke up with Jen. She has been the longest relationship I've ever had. I hope she finds happiness and love in her future, I hope her heart mends and forgives. I have fought with this for months, waiting, hoping to find the answer. I kept reaching the same conclusion, in my head I've already broken up with her and gotten back together 5 ( Read more... ) -
Need to write it down...
...just to get things straight in my head ( Read more... )