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The world, etc.....
It's amazing, how everyday we all wake up. Go to work, go to school, go about our daily lives and we have no purpose or direction. It hurts to watch others flail about in the muck we call life. I fall in the muck from time to time. That is when I remember how much it hurts to exist. I am on a mission, to feel good towards everyone around me. To ( Read more... ) -
High school feels familuar.....
So here I am, again the protector and healer of others, a job I used to relish. By exploring others problems I can look deeped into my own internal clockwork. The closer to the ID I get, the closer I feel to what is buried deep within me ( Read more... ) -
Well that sucks....
PLAN WINNER!!!! Failed before it even got off the ground. Poop, we need a better hobby then coming up with imaginative plans that are horrendously complex, thus....not feaseable. That or plans that require a budget, a BIG budget. Oh well, off to class, and then lunch exercise homework class homework and maybe some fun time before calling it quits. -
OMGWTFBBQ!!!!
HEY! BUSH! DON'T SPEND MY MONEY ON THIS, LET THE BLOATED ECONOMY FAULTER AND FAIL!!!!
Let America see how much of an asshole you are, stop promising to fix things with bandaids that cause greater problems down the road. Admit defeat and quit.
Please.
news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080920/ap_on_bi_ge/financial_meltdown
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herm.....
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sick twisted and angry
I remember when I didn't care, I remember when life was cheap and worthless. I remember kill things because they existed ( Read more... ) -
psycho-babble
So I got to talk to a psyche knowledgable person the other day. We discussed some of the dreams I've been having. It seems, no matter how freudian this sounds, I have a powerless feeling around women. That is why I'm having so many dreams of being in control, in more ways en one. I have problems setting boundaries and saying NO. This is true in ( Read more... ) -
The weeks continue....
So, I completed a 23 hour sailboat race last weekend, was awesome. I meet more awesome people, drank some wine and rum and had an awesome dinner. We placed almost last, but no one got hurt and nothing got broken. Our skipper Miro was soooooo cool, native french man living in canada. I want to get on his boat for the benedict armold cup. My dad has ( Read more... ) -
Heh, back because I fail....
I've run away again, I've stomped all over someone. It's a bad habit at this point in time. They want(ed) me back. Want me to face my fears and solve my problems and be happy. Heh, be happy. Something I can fake very well, but rarely ever am. I have dreams, I'm killing in most of them, screwing in others. Always situations that have very little ( Read more... )