So I thought that since I asked to join the Starbucks baristas community I would say something aboout working at Starbucks. All I really have to say about it at this moment, however, is that it makes me realize how stupid people really are and how much I want to hurt them. I never do, but seriously, there are some fucking stupid people out there ( Read more... )

I came just to complain because today was enourmously shitty. I suck at life. I have no money because although I can make a great budget I have no idea how to put it into effect. Nick gets paid tomorrow and that is good. I didn't get to do anything I really wanted to do today. I spent my whole day serving other people or attending to other ( Read more... )

I haven't updated or posted in this journally thingy in quite some time. I suppose it has become more convenient to find everyone on myspace, it being the new 'scene' and all. Also, I haven't really had anything to post that I felt like sharing with just a few as opposed to the whole world. It's either been completely private or completely ( Read more... )

The past couple of days haven't been the happiest. I'm feeling dissatisfied with myself; I'm moddy, weepy, ant-social, bored but unwilling to do anything.....I don't feel pretty, my boyfirend has no sex drive, I live in Hawaii but I never go to the beach.....I'm just feeling kind of depressed right now. All I want to do is curl up in a ball and ( Read more... )

I give up; seriously, what is the point?

I'm bored.

I'm drnk.

I want something-he doesn't.

I'm going to sleep.

But my roommates are occupying the bathroom and will be for at least the next half an hour, ooh goody. I think I'll walk to the store and use the potty there, since there is a greater chance it will be unoccupied before I pee myself. Aaaaanyway, before I do that, I am here, so ( Read more... )

I came home from work to find that I am the only one home......I sat for about ten minutes just enjoying the solitude. I got used to having a lot of alone time in Bellevue and then it was just gone; I think I was kind of needing this. I'm going to finish my online things (updating, replying, posting, etc) and clean because I haven't been able to ( Read more... )

Last night I watched Amelie (finally,thanks Travis) with Nick and for some inexplicable reason I started crying when the movie was over. There were just these tears, and I had no idea where they were coming from, but I couldn't stop them. Nick was getting scared because I wouldn't say anything like when I was 8 and I wouldn't show anyone my ( Read more... )

I have an interview at the Kahala Mall Starbucks at 8am.

Wish me luck.

Almost makes me want to cuddle up next to him and get some sleep, but by now that's pointless. I've already eaten breakfast and I'm thinking about a run before work ( Read more... )