I cant stop looking at her picture, && remembering what u did to me && how it felt.

I shoud probably be over this by now.  .

But im not.

 I havnt wrote in here for a good long while. So i thought i'd attempt to start again ( Read more... )

1. I hate contractions.
2. My belly button looks like an asshole. It's almost completly flat.
3. Did i say i hate contractions ?

<3

 I dont understand how things can change overnight.
How can someone love u so much and do this to you.
And how can u be so hurt yet still want to be with them.
Love sucks.
I dont want to be in love anymore.

 So i lost my mucus plug. Which according to what i read, labors 'on it's way'. I guess i jsut gotta sit back and wair for my water to break ( Read more... )

 Well, last night was my last babyshower =[. It was fuckin' awesome though. There was a duck on my cake =]. Last night i started thinking. . in less then 27 days, i'm going to have a baby. Less then 27 days !!! And it's kind of scary. Nothing was really setting in while i was pregnant. It's just like yea, in 5 months ima have a baby, yea in 3 ( Read more... )

 So, I realized i still need ALOT of stuff for Brayden. We had a crib, but brandons dad lost the screws. And no one knows what they look like, therefore we have to buy a new crib. I need a highchair. I never really thought about a highchair being im guna be bottle feeding, but thats only for a couple months. I need crib sets (like the sheets and ( Read more... )

So, i went to the Dr. Yesturday. Turns out i dialting, so i can go into labor at anytime. I cant swim, run, exersize, dance, have sex, or take baths. Cuz if i take baths or swim since my cerviz is open i can drowned the baby. She doubts im guna make it utill the 29th. I still say that' d be a GREAT bday present (which is in 14 days). Im not really ( Read more... )

So, I went to get my sonogram yesturday ( Read more... )

::sighs::
I hate Dr.'s.
Why do they have to do this to me ?
Can no one give me an answer.
Why wont you grow ?
I dont want u that little.
6 weeks away =[

I love you