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A wreck
I have been trying to focus on work and other things to preoccupy myself from my current situation, escapism I suppose, and Just came across a photo of my little boy, and now I'm a total wreck, I haven’t seen him for weeks or what feels like weeks, I instantly broke down fortunately there is nobody around so at least I can try to compose myself, ( Read more... ) -
Lost, confused, my own personal pit of dispare
I look back and see a calamity or errors and only the littelist of effort to avoid them, My love and my grief are at war with one another, as a huge war is waged inside me. I am crippled with emotional pain and anguish which is only making feel the physical pain more, regardless of my current actions I am unable to do anything to make this battle ( Read more... ) -
Very Very Long Time, Indeed.
Well back here again after longer than 12 months is unbelievable, to be honest with you all never thought a day would go by without logging into this and posting something, but I suppose out of mind and all that.
I received a message on here earlier today, sent the other day, and it made me look at this site again, for the first time in a long time ( Read more... ) -
Long time no write
Well, I was informed I’m single again and nearly a week has gone by since this has happened, it doesn’t feel good at all.
All I'm doing is constantly turning past events over in my head trying to make sense of things, I miss her very much. I'm feeling strangely detached from everything at the moment, but not detached enough so I cant feel the pain ( Read more... ) -
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well its been a while, i didn’t actually realise its been this long since my last entry ( Read more... ) -
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my last few entries have been pretty down in the dumps, and i wanted to really post an optimistic/jovial one, but i feel so empty, as im back home and i dont really want to be here ( Read more... ) -
a little story
This is turning out to be my worst week ever ( Read more... ) -
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Found out first thing this morning about 8am that my Dad has been really ill over the weekend, he went for blood tests a few weeks ago and it wasnt good news. I didnt know any of this until this morning but he confessed at the weekend to my Mum that he has liver problems ( Read more... ) -
Wow
Well the past couple of weeks have been fun filled and hectic. I helped Jade decorate her house ready for her Granddad and Sister who were coming over to visit from the States ( Read more... ) -
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Ok, this is going to be a rant and a half...
jeez dont know where to start, but i will do my best.
I have just been out into the warehouse in work and had a massive row and its left a really bitter taste in my mouth, i hate confrontation, and arguments, but I feel it serves a purpose, however this time there was no purpose at all.
A few weeks ( Read more... )