i finally have found someone that im happy with.

i dont even know how to start this. seeing you today at the mall broke my heart. when you hugged me i wanted to hug you bac so bad and know everything would be ok.. i thought i was over it today but seeing you made the pain so much worse. i just wanted to kiss you and hold you and go back to how we were. but i cant. that trust is completely gone. ( Read more... )

im ready to fall in love please<3

so i like someone. no you dont know it is. well except emily. hehehe

i dont even know what to do anymore

ya i havent updated in ages. this has got to be the worst month ever. im so needy for someone to want me its ridiculous. i lost the best thing i had and i miss him so much. he made me feel so amazing. hopefully things work themselves out.when i said i loved him

i really did/do

i wish i could be in his arms right now
and feel his kisses on my head

so im not as happy as i thought i was
i love him

im so happy.

i love you