i long to be with you.

IMAGINE WHAT YOU WANT
AND THEN HOLD ON TO THAT THOUGHT

BECAUSE THATS AS CLOSE AS IT WILL EVER COME
(so beleive you're who you are. and stay in charecture)

and so i pour myself the strongest drink my stomach can take

it is time to rejoin the world
it is time to feel clear-headed once again
for a while at least
until it gets too scary again

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Since school has started, casa has been so amazing and ( Read more... )

i'm so sorry that it had to happen like this ( Read more... )

talking me down on the telephone ( Read more... )

oh man
i remember the days when i used to update this journal every day and now
i go weeks and weeks without doing so.

today
was
amazing
amazing
amazing
amazing
amazing

I cannot beleive this is happening to me!

I LOVE LIFE.


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Last Thursday i had the best therepy session since i started two years ago ( Read more... )

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