So, I guess I can consider the entire year of 2010 a "learning experience ( Read more... )

So, yeah... Its been quite a while since I've posted any kind of thoughts that I've been having, or feelings that I've had... So far, my feelings as of 2009/05/18 02:00, everything fucking sucks... What do I do wrong? Why am I the one left out in the cold? Why am I always passed up for the things I want? Basically I want to know what deity, god, or ( Read more... )

For those that still care and read this... I'm doing GREAT... couldn't ask for anything better right now... My life is picking up, I'm about to be working for an awesome company, I'm about to have my FAMILY up here with me working at the same company... Life couldn't be going smoother for me right now... No parents, completely independent, and best ( Read more... )

well, my life this far in ( Read more... )

20 days into the new year... and I'm finally starting to doubt my ways... I'm stuck at this point in my life, with as it seems, only myself to keep me company... My friends are all around me at all times, in everything I do... yet I feel secluded from them, not by choice, but by my thinking all the time... I'm always in my head, except on random ( Read more... )

We're selling this car... now


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Well, my weekend... started off going smoothly couldn't wait for the Halloween party happening on Saturday... Saturday rolls around, I have to wait on Jordan to get off work before I can leave for the party... Jordan gets home, we take off, having to go pick up Crystle... On our way to get her, Jordan decides it would be a good idea for him to ( Read more... )

Its been awhile since I've actually posted something... but then again, not much in my life has changed... I've gained some friends back from my past... I've lost some friends... No big deal, I remain true to myself... Fuck the rest of the world... I'm noticing that I'm a very angry person at the moment... not towards friends, but people in general ( Read more... )

Summer has come and passed ( Read more... )

"Neuroticism is a fundamental personality trait in the study of psychology. It can be defined as an enduring tendency to experience negative emotional states. Individuals who score high on neuroticism are more likely than the average to experience such feelings as anxiety, anger, guilt, and depression. They respond more poorly to environmental ( Read more... )