So please don't keep telling me that it's ok
I don't buy all the shit that you say
And quite honestly I'm fucking sick of it
so please if I cut off this nose from my face
Then I wouldn't feel so out of place
But it still wouldn't be quite enough for you,
so please.

nothing can explain the PURE RAGE I feel right now towards my family... everyone except for my dad... I HATE them... they fuck me over every chance they can... and I'm sick of it... so when I get MY car... FUCK THEM... they ain't using it EVER... any of them... they can kiss my white hairy ass...

yes I have a new plan now... instead of disappearing to "find myself"... I've decided NOT to disappear from my friends and all... instead I'm going to stick around, and REDEFINE myself... cause I'll be honest I didn't really like the old me all that much... always depressed looking, and sounding... cept on rare occasions... but thats all behind me ( Read more... )

well I've cut ties with Shae tonight... feel a little better about it... not so enthusiastic about it any more... I've settled back into my sorry excuse for a life... but tomorrow that all changes ( Read more... )

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nothing can quite compare to the feeling of holding your little sisters hand trying to keep her balanced and yourself...not knowing the untold dangers that lurk in the dark depths as you walk across a bridge...just knowing that you want to stay safe and keep her away from the danger....yes I have experienced this to an extent...and I must say I ( Read more... )

"Note to self, metal gets hot when you light it"

AND

"Life really is better when looking through happier eyes"

you know I'm sick of how I'm living my life...I need to change something...But I just can't figure it out...I go out and have a blast when I'm invited, I have a job, I go to school, I have GREAT friends...and yet for some reason...something seems ( Read more... )