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[shabanga666]

After a rather upsetting and humiliating incident saturday night, Jason and I ended up having a sort of heart to heart I guess while smoking some black and milds in his car. It was really nice, and it helped me realize alot of things. Now is the time for me to really focus on myself and my life right now.  I think I may take a break from petaluma

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[dyingishate]

you and I are trying to make similar sorts of changes in our lives right now. if you ever ride to the canyon let me know, I've been wanting to do some biking up the mountain for a while now.

[shabanga666]

Oh I'll take you up on that offer for sure. I've been wanting to go ride up there for a while too, it's been way too long since I've done that.

[myhrtyourhnds]

I know you need the time to yourself, but when you're ready I'll be waiting for you. Our drunken bench conversations will be continued. For whatever it's worth I'm sorry for putting you in any situation that you felt uncomfortable in, and I genuinely wish I could have done more to make it all go away.

This is starting to sound really fruity but I mean it and my offer will always stand.

[dyingishate]

ya fruit

[shabanga666]

Honestly I was a bit uncomfortable with it from the start, but I decided to go with it anyways. So it's not in anyway anyone else's fault for putting me in such a situation, so don't apologize :O
And though I think in my head that I need time to myself, being around friends helps alot more. Plus we do have more conversations to continue for sure.