I've been pondering my views on relationships and my "love life" as a whole lately.
I've never felt the need for a girlfriend, but it's always been a pleasant thought in my mind. I still have yet to have a girlfriend, or an actual kiss for that matter. This is obviously a result of my views and beliefs about "love". I don't want to go out with a ( Read more... )

I love life right now.

It's funny, I could never picture me saying that a year ago.

After a rather upsetting and humiliating incident saturday night, Jason and I ended up having a sort of heart to heart I guess while smoking some black and milds in his car. It was really nice, and it helped me realize alot of things. Now is the time for me to really focus on myself and my life right now.  I think I may take a break from petaluma ( Read more... )

Incoming really long tl;dr post!

I've been finding myself more and more interested in psychedelics lately. And after hearing about Jason and Garrett's experience on mushrooms they only  intrigued me more. So this morning I went over to Kenny's house. He said his friend Jake was coming over with some acid.  When Jake came over I was offered some of ( Read more... )

I finally got around to watching Zeitgeist: Addendum yesterday. It was simply amazing. But probably what specifically intrigued me the most was the part about the Venus Project. I thought it was pretty cool that they showed a solution for all the problems they presented in the first Zeitgeist. But the idea of a resource-based economy really ( Read more... )

Yesterday at school I got called into my counselor's office, she was just calling in everyone one at a time to talk about their credits.
In short it went something like this:

Counselor: "You aren't going to graduate this year."
James: "...W-well maybe I can still try some other things and work on some more credits an-"
Counselor: " It's impossible."

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I did LSA tonight ( Read more... )

Well, my summer vacation is now officially over. With school starting in oh, a few hours or so, I suppose now would be an appropriate time to look back and recollect on the past 3 months.
I honestly was not expecting much going into this summer, needless to say my track record has not been very great the past couple years. But I found my self ( Read more... )

Over the past few nights I've been taking a big interest in meditation. I've always been somewhat interesting in it, but I've only just recently actually began studying and practicing it. I just love the feeling of being at peace, and feeling my energy all around me. And then I came across astral projection; the intentional act of leaving your body ( Read more... )

 Last night I went to Petaluma for a party,something I never really go to. I got there and was quickly introduced to everyone, as there was quite a bit of people I haven't met before there.  Beer pong was going on in the garage,a few people playing guitar hero in the living room,and people just chilling in the house and backyard. I found myself ( Read more... )