I recently went through and read every post I've written in here since I made this account. I can't believe how immature and stupid I was back then. All I did was complain about every little thing. If I didn't have internet I acted like it was the end of the world. More importantly I took everything I had for granted; friends,experiences, social ( Read more... )

 Well I'm still not exactly in the writing mood to write about something at the moment, I usually need to feel a certain way to really write about something.
But anyways I was looking through my documents and I found this poem I wrote for english class sophmore year. We were supposed to write a war poem, and me being the awesome nerd I am wrote ( Read more... )

 So I was planning on writing about a specific topic tonight, but then I was just sitting here for the past hour or so thinking about a familiar question I often ask myself; what the fuck happened to my life?
I tend to ponder on about this alot, mainly just reminiscing about the past few years. It's funny, you always here about how your freshman ( Read more... )

Well obviously I haven't posted in this for a couple weeks. This is a prime example of my procrastination. I always say or think about doing something, and I usually just put it off or never get around to it.
It's definitely one of my more poorer qualities, well that and my social awkwardness. 
It affects other things, such as my art. I really want ( Read more... )

It feels...odd writing in this again ( Read more... )

Any who,i had my power off for nearly 3 weeks.fucking sucked.but more importantly...i'm being evicted.fortunately our landlady is giving us time to find a place.so i'll most likely be moving to an apartment in rohnert park.not so stoked on living in an apartment though.probably wont be able to play guitar much or play music loud.but it's only for a ( Read more... )

basically winter breaks has been shitty.haven't done anything.then the other day my dad came to bring us some dinner.and of course he got in an argument with my mom and stuff.how are you supposed to feel when your dad tells you you're about to get kicked out of your house,that you can fuck off and live in a foster home,that hes gonna try to take ( Read more... )

well christmas was kinda lame as usual.when your older,well at least for me,it seems dumb.i don't know.i just dislike holidays ( Read more... )

well i decided i should start using this again ( Read more... )

well i'm still poor,single,and in constant disputes with my family.but things have been going better.school's out,which is good, and i was going to summer school. but after 2 weeks of it i decided to drop out.i'm not exactly sure why but i guess i just could'nt get used to it or something.but atleast i thought ahead and planned out how i can make ( Read more... )