I tried to play it off. I tried to make myself think that I didn't want a girlfriend and the single life was for me. That was a total lie. I need a girlfriend. I need someone to be there for me. I want to have a better half. Someone to make me feel right again because nothing seems to be making me feel that way these days. Everytime I have fun, I ( Read more... )

I just found out I can go on the internet on my PSP. This makes me happy!!

All this worrying about a girlfriend has given me a lot of stress. So now I am just not going to worry about it and see how things go.

I just want a girl who knows they want me. Someone who doesn't need time to see if they really like me or not. I want them just to know it and to accept it. Why can't it be like that? How come I am always left in a state of despair?

I think so. I think someone can change for the better or worse. They can be affected by things that happen in their life or other things. I just hope she realizes that. I won't get my hopes up.

It feels like shit feeling like shit.

EVERYTHING has changed. It sucks. I am so scared and shocked. I don't think it's real. I wish I could wake up and realize it's a dream.

LIFE IS FUCKING GREAT!

I am not even being sarcastic.

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Suck more dick than ever before.

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So today was very eventful. After school, I got home and my mom thought I was going to go to lunch with Dusty. So I told her that I was going at 2. She then said that I was grounded. HAHA. I yelled for a bit then left. She then said that she reported the car stolen which I think is complete and utter bullshit. So other than that, today was great. I ( Read more... )