life's changed. job's better. started smoking again. that is all.

i remember back in the day when there was so much excitement to wake up everyday knowing that i am building toward a goal. i remember counting down the days until i graduated and could be free from all the bullshit. well, now i am free. is it that special? not really. i wake up every day wondering what ia mreally doing with my life. i know i am ( Read more... )

I finally quit smoknig pot and doing various other drugs. I needed to clean up considering that I may be facing major fines for my acts. It kind of feels good to be able to breathe. I feel like I am not held down by the strings of weed. I am finally free. On another note, I hate liberal scum. To me, I consider them people thaty hate America. They ( Read more... )

Stress is getting to me now more than ever. The main thing that stresses me out is work. The people that work there and the people that come in suck. I hate them. They can turn a good day into complete shit. Enough about work, more about stress. I have so much pent up anger. It's not good. There is no way for me to let it all out. There is nothing ( Read more... )

This is weird as shit to me these days. I have felt so emotionless until this point. This is odd as shit to me. It kind of feels like a breathe of fresh air in the haze of marijuana smoke. I just hope it all works in my favor.

I have been so fucking busy lastely with school. It seems I am losing touch with some of my friends. This weekend is not really one that I am excited about because I STILL HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL. Next semester, I am not taking a full load and I am going to enroll really early so I can classes on the times that I want.

It is probably one of the best drugs for you. It kills off aging cells that can cause cancer. It is a great stress reliever; even better than cigarettes. Headaches just seem to disappear when you smoke. It can also cure nausea. I mean I love it soo much. I just wish that when you got caught for it, there wasn't such a big consequence.

It has been a good summer so far. Not much more to it than just smoking a lot of pot and biking. I go to the beach once in a while, but I wish I could go more often. I work a lot more than I think. I just need to get things into perspective. I could use a girlfriend. It has been so long since I have had one that I have forgotten how good it used to ( Read more... )

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many ( Read more... )

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