Up to you ( Read more... )

Since when does lazy alcoholic=disabled????? GRRRRRRRRR. After 5 years the child support office was able to hunt down the father of my youngest daughter, only because I ran into someone that knew where he lived. I called the child support office and they didn't do a damn thing... I finally went to my case worker for medical assistance who lit a ( Read more... )

I don't generally remember my dreams, but when I do they are very odd and they tend to have significant detail. Anyway last night I dreamt that my daughters and I were in a different country. The country was at war with a neighboring country. Everyone that we were with were friends, we knew them all, but I don't know who any of these people are ( Read more... )

I'm all excited. I've decided to move an hour and a half away from here. I've always lived within ten minutes of the place I was born. I know to some it doesn't sound like much, but to me it's a huge deal ( Read more... )

I had an appointment with my therapist today. We talked about what happened on Monday. She had a training seminar type thing that she went to on Tuesday for dealing with incest. She said that we are moving in the right direction and what not. She said that the roadblock comes when we are processing and she askes me what I feel or what I want to ( Read more... )

the last month has been very difficult. things just keep getting harder and harder. seems that everytime i think things start getting better i have another flashback. i don't know how many more i can handle. the last one happened monday. i was at my therapy appointment and things went great, we talked about a book that she had recommened i ( Read more... )

ever feel as though the universe has a contract out on you. lets see how much we can pile on top of you before you finally suffocate to death?????

the only thing that could possibly make that worse is for someone, say a friend, to look at the situation and not only not give a fuck and not do anything to help, but to do something to make matters

I was on my way to my therapy appointment when my uncle calls me and tells me that it was actually yesterday and not today. Woops. So I call them and get it set up for tomorrow ( Read more... )

So it's been how long since I've updated this? Forever. Soooo here I go ( Read more... )

OK, so I started going to group on Wednesday. It was horrible. I have been going between feeling like a five year old to feeling extremely depressed to feeling really anxious since. I have a meeting with my therapist tomorrow. Things should get a little better after I see her right? God, I hope so. I am wondering if I should go back to group ( Read more... )