Today not to exciting. Not much to tell here. Its mothers day. Oh wow. Much fun. Do you actually think I am gonna tell my mother Happy Mothers Day? No, not really. She never told me HAppy Birthday on my birthday. So why should I tell her Happy Mother's day?. Oh well. Her fault. Not mine. She deserves everything she gets. Oh well. LIke I said before ( Read more... )

Ohk. Damn it. Now i can figure out how to convert this damn thing to work for my deadjournal. Oh god damn it. Fuckin shit. I hate this shit. But sooner or later i will figure it out. Hopefully.

I am lost. Find myslef crying. I live in a fantsy world. A world where only dreams are seen. Oh how I wish they could come true. But I know they will never. God forbid I should be that lucky. My luck never changes. So I keep dreaming away. I keep living in my fantasy world. Everything seems so perfect in this world. Nothing goes wrong. ( Read more... )

fuck this world. nothing ever goes right. never did. so why should it start now. all i get is more pain. and just more reasons on why i shouldn't be here anymore. i can't see myself in the future. I am a loser. usless. i am just fuckin usless. fuck me someone. ahhh... shit. id on't know what to write now. my feeling are all over the place right ( Read more... )

new journal.... and i am sure i am gonna have more on the way too

http://deadjournal.com/users/scaredlilcchild/

it seems no one cares. it seems they take their time in responding to things that mean the most to me. it seems that no one cares about what i am feeling. it seems my feelings are not improtant. but i guess they are not important to me. i sit there crying almost everynight. over what. i don't know anymore. i used to know. i used to cry over ( Read more... )

hey everyone. check out my other journal. i have two of them now. so just keep checking back and forth. each one will have something in it. i will try my best to keep them up to date ( Read more... )

tell me how things can go so wrong. when the one you love is going to commit suicide. tell me how am i supposed to feel? right now i feel empty and incomplete. and full of hatered. not twards the person but twards myself... for letting this happen.once again someone. who means so much to me. was taken away from me. FOR GOOD!. i don't think that ( Read more... )

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