so its been awhile since i have done or written something in here...
ima still alive and walking this damned earth... and somehow hanging in there not to much i can say at this point cuz i have to get ready... ya know im workin two fuckin jobs now... (when do i veer get any time for myself) ahhh fuck it.... be back laterz

soo... alot of things have been going on... lately.... i have cut all my hair off for everyone else but myslef.... but i dyed it BLOOD RED!!! so that makes me happy.... gotta do it again cuz its faiding already! damn it hair clolour just stay in damn it!!! And so its valentines day and well.... nothing to special... i thought of someone today ( Read more... )

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yeah so now i am a free woman!!!... LEt me tell you that this was a mutual thing.... which is to my surprise i didn't think it would be that easy. like last night he was pissed at me cuz well he found all the text messages from the other guy and shit.... he said that i was gonna get it in the morning.... but this morning when we woke up... it was ( Read more... )

well people. i am getting a lil freaked out all of my friends are geting seriously sick.... and i have a feeling im on my way with my thyriod getting worse.... i am so freaked out . its not even funnie. everyday my eyes keep getting blurrier and blurrier at night all the lights have light streams coming from them... and it drives me nuts.... and ( Read more... )

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I finally got my BARBELL!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!