wow... i haven't posted in a while. well, for those of you who don't know, i have a broken heart... literally. i hate being home because all my parents want to talk about is my heart, all the tests i have to do, how my grades are slipping, how i'm going to have to miss a lot more school, and crap like that. the whole reason i have this problem is ( Read more... )

so my brother/best friend left today. kayla came to pick him up and take him to orlando until wednesday when he'll fly out to utah and i won't see him until christmas at the very soonest. i was a mess in church this morning. everyone kept wanting to talk about him so i was crying for a good twenty minutes. it's gonna be so weird not having jayson ( Read more... )

this crap is so confusing! on the one hand... i like(scratch that) LOVE the perks but if anything it just makes the situation more confusing. i dont know if i should talk to him about it or just shut my mouth and be happy. anyway. today is my b-day... i had soo much fun. i hung out with josh, crystal, nd ian in the beginning and kelly, alissa, nd ( Read more... )

i am just realizing that it is going to be a very long time before i see brittany and dan again...i'm really gonna miss them... a lot. i already do. our awesome group has been reduced to me and shelly. don't get me wrong... shelly is my best friend but i'm still gonna miss the group. we were awesome. =/


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well, i got home from camp yesterday. it was a blast but i'm really happy to be home. i made so many new friends who are so awesome and even became friends with someone i used to hate. that's right, me and bea are friends again. sorry guys but after a week together at camp... we really had no choice but to be friends. there were a few things i didn ( Read more... )

so last night was the party and can i just say that it was the best! i had so much fun and the end of the night was probably what made it. if you were there or one of my closest friends then you know why. =D so anyway... i'm really happy that i finally got to see most of my friends. some people didn't show up but that's ok. it was still a lot of ( Read more... )

so this summer has been pretty crazy. i love it so far. i've basically just been hanging out with shelly, abby, brittany, dan, greg, crystal, and some other people. i have yet to have a day when i'm not doing something with one of my friends. and i haven't had to work hardly at all. the only thing that has bothered me about summer is i cant get ( Read more... )

it sucks when you realize that the one thing you really want is the one thing you can never have. i guess it's about time that i came to the realization that i'll never get him when so many other girls want him.

well i guess that gets one of those boys out of my life. figures... asshole!

i have had the best weekend ever. this is how it went down

friday- went to the beach with brittany, hilary, charlie, alissa, jeff, melissa, and sam. i was scared ( Read more... )