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[shades_of_fear]

I hate nights.
I hate being sad at night.
I feel really distant from my heart,
and from the things that keep it beating,
primarily because those things hurt it,
and they hurt me. And I'm scared now.

Im always so scared that it's over before its even begun.
Always.
I have made mistakes and they fill me.

Comments

[thechubsmister]

i feel the same way alot. we need to have a talx

[shades_of_fear]

ok. i'm seeing you friday too aren't i?