why is it that whenever im feelin crappy, everyone is happy and on the best day ive had in along ass time, everyones shitty?

i fucking love you, but dammit. i hate you so much sometimes. maybe its my own ego and ignorance. its so fucking hard to let go

i hate everything. being dead or in a coma would proablby be pretty cool right now

im not sure about anything anymore.

im so tired trying, so tired of fighting for the lost cause, theres no need any more. no more sense in waiting for something thats already happened. no point anymore, nothings left. already tried, already failed. already lost ( Read more... )

tied the big meet, haha big meet, against moon valley. i was varsity so im pumped, and i pinned him to tie, had to pin him or else would have lost. and moon valley was "supposed" to beat us, kinda like usc supposed to beat texas,m but they didnt. YYYYYEEEEESSSSS!!! IN YO FACE USC! putas. ne way, day wasnt that great overall, some stuff, big stuff ( Read more... )

Ill think about it, is just a way to say no, without tryin to hurt someones feelings. but it doesnt, usually hurts more. and if it happens to you more than once, dont worry, it hurts the most the first time. at least for me, cause u still wait and think theyll give u the answer. everyother time u know that they wont.

i think im gonna give up now. i dont know anymore. i guess theres no use in trying if you dont get answers right? honestly, i thought that this thing would only happen once. but this is the second time in one year. ugghhh. i dont want to, but it takes two eyes to see a murder scene right?(haha told you i was partially emo steph). but ya. guess ( Read more... )

im gettin tired of planning out everything im going to say to you. no matter how many times i repeat em in my head, i always screw it up any way. why wont you ever say whats wrong? dont you realize taht were here!?! why do you have to be so fucking complicated, its not only hurting you. its hurting us too. spcially me. you need help, and its here ( Read more... )

so tired of waiting, so hurt from the hurt in you.