i hate you i hate you i really really hate you.

also i hate rain. why does everyone like it?

i don't even know you anymore.

as much as i wish things were working out, they aren't. so many things going awry, nothing is up to par and nothing is making me truly happy.

p.s. emily is soo fucking cool.

i want to rip something apart. fuck everything. i'm SO FUCKING MAD AND HOSTILE LATELY.

I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT MY WEIGHT, EATING HABITS, AND HOW I DON'T TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. STOP FUCKING CRITICIZING ME. I'M ALMOST AS MAD AS WHEN PEOPLE INTERFEAR IN STEPHANIE'S LIFE. SERIOUSLY, IF YOU HAVE AN OPINION ABOUT ME, GOOD FOR FUCKING YOU. KEEP IT TO YOUR SELF. DAMNIT.

i have a really busy month of march and little hang out time. please help deal with my bitchyness lately. it will subside shortly.

p.s. you try way too hard.

oh yeah. the second i can, i'm moving to spain for sure.

fuck, today sucked. i've gained weight and don't tell me i haven't because i can't fit in a skirt that i could 2 months ago so i need to calm the fuck down and stop being fat. and i will. starting tomorrow. im so sick of being fat. no fast food, fried food, or candy. damnit ( Read more... )

anything i say here is going to be taken the wrong way.
fuck it.

i wont be on the comp for awhile..like maybe once a day.

ps thx for eveyrhting steph