Well, big update. Haven't posted here in like forever...or just a few months. Just sitting in my living room watching the anime Noir. Anyways lets move from past to present. A few weeks ago I finnaly picked myself out a new kitten to replace the hole left in my from my ex-wife getting the cat in the divorce. Someone would probaly say thats wierd ( Read more... )

i don't know if anyone looks at this anymore but I am going home for christmas.I want a party!

Wife and I are working things out and back to together.

The night everything went down between me and Jackie, she put her wedding band on the chain around my neck. Shortly that night my wedding band joined its partner on the chain. I have worn them ever since but I don't know why I do...hope? That is all gone now, realizing she has cross the line and can't come back to me as she once was or at least I ( Read more... )

So...I am crushed, humilated and broken. What was it that did me in? So many factors, was it all me, or all her. The anger, the swarming vengence and rage wants to say her and all honestly in the end... I truely believe it is mostly her because of what she chose to do and what she proceded to do. Fae'il, no Jackie gave up, crossed that line, and ( Read more... )

So...I am crushed, humilated and broken. What was it that did me in? So many factors, was it all me, or all her. The anger, the swarming vengence and rage wants to say her and all honestly in the end... I truely believe it is mostly her because of what she chose to do and what she proceded to do. Fae'il, no Jackie gave up, crossed that line, and ( Read more... )

Well Well Well, long time again. I plan to change that, at least for a little while. First thing first is I am out to sea again so no phone calls for awhile, well maybe far between. Though I can be contacted via email and normal mail which I would be glad to recieve a plenty. Well, here is my contact info ( Read more... )

I belive the phrase is "Time apart makes the heart grow fonder." THis true or for me it is, but also the fact of being seperation is driving me bonkers. I miss her, I need her, she is a drug and I addict, ready to shoot up, wondering where is my fix, my love. Between longing an dmy boss, I have become blah. I am at a point wher I am running on auto ( Read more... )

I know I Havn't updated in a long long time, let alone probaly read anyone's journal. Being honest here but its not to surpising I am sure. I am here, you are all there but I still think about you guys. Specialy while I am out to see, as I think about my wife, I also think about you guys and how long its been. Its hard to believe you guys are now ( Read more... )

I needyou to go to my tannerpg email and comferm the journal. By the way, the cover alls fit perfectly and I might be getting back a day early.

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