Um, yeah. So I haven't really been keeping tabs on my LJ. I knew it wouldn't last long, having been through OpenDiary, Blurty, etc ( Read more... )

Okay, found out yesterday that I don't only suffer from clinical depression. I also have borderline personality disorder and impulse control disorder. I've been seeing therapists and psychiatrists for almost 6 years, and they figure out just NOW that I'm this fucked up. And now I'm going to have to take a "whole new approach" in my therapy. ( Read more... )

To everyone out there who I can't tell personally: Happy New Year ( Read more... )

i am full of love for everyone

...*emotear*...

I...am...DYING...here. DYYYYING. This place is seriously killing me. And I came here to feel well? WHAT A LOAD OF FUCKING BULLSHIT. Please, PLEASE, somebody come and KILL me. Painfully, if you will.

I miss home...QUIZZES TO FILL THE VOID WITHIN ME! Wheeeeeee! *Sadface ( Read more... )

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Fuckin' AWESOME! Woot!

Okay, what I meant to say was that, if I seem a lot more irritable and withdrawn and unfocused, don't take it personally. I shouldn't have made that last post visible to anyone. Sorry. I'm fucking retarded. I just have to work some shit out in this crazy little head of mine.

Okay. I am such a fucking dumbass. I forgot both my glasses and my contact lens shit. Whoops. Good thing there was extra contact stuff here, at least ( Read more... )

It is 7:18 in the morning here right now. Why am I awake? I don't know; to keep Li company, I suppose. Did I get any sleep at all? Negatory. Oh well. I got some nice piano-playing time, and I got to speak to both Li and Alicia, aaaand I watched Iron Chef, so I'm happy. Sleepy and hungry, but happy ( Read more... )