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Stay Together For the Kids
This song by Blink 182 was my fucking anthem growing up. I just heard it on the radio today and it brought up some LOVELY memories. HAH.
It's hard to wake up when the shades have been pulled shut.
This house is haunted, it's so pathetic. It makes no sense at all.
I'm ripe with things to say. The words rot and fall away.
What stupid poem could fix ( Read more... ) -
*Rage*
Nothing but her comfort matters. Why would you turn off the air conditioner when it's 100 degrees outside?? "Because it's blowing in my face & getting on my nerves." FUCK YOU. What about the other people in the house & the animals that are hot? I swear that woman is so fucking selfish. Why not just move, or adjust the vents on the air conditioner? ( Read more... ) -
I Had The STRANGEST Dream Last Night
It started out with me stepping out of a castle, made out of dark stone. It was taller than most castles I've ever seen pictures of - like ten stories. Really?? I can't even imagine it now. Maybe I didn't actually SEE the visual in my head. You know how sometimes in dreams, you have more the IDEA of something in your head than the actual visual? I ( Read more... ) -
Being Her Must Be Exhausting
She does whatever it takes to get a rise out of people and gets sooooo pissed when she can't get it. I'll never understand why my OWN MOTHER feels like she has to compete with me. And for what?? What exactly is she trying to get? *sigh* My entries will be mother based for a while. I gotta get it all out. Trying to talk to her about any of it is ( Read more... ) -
YUP....I'm gonna keep bitching about her
Every single time she does something that would normally drive me mad, I'll post about it here. And let's get into it, shall we ( Read more... ) -
Just So Wrong..
How is it possible for a parent to be happiest when their child is really sick and unhappy, but when said child is feeling good and in high spirits, said parent gets unbelievably moody and agitated? She doesn't realize it, but I DO notice those small things. And another thing she doesn't realize is that those little things that I notice.....they ( Read more... ) -
Life is too short...
Does anyone else have parents that seem to care more about themsleves than they care about you? Of course some of you do. I have to keep telling myself that it has to be true because it actually helps me hang on to the little shred of sanity I still have left. I love my parents, don't get me wrong. But it's times like I've been experiencing lately ( Read more... ) -
Thinking back on a fallen man...
I remember the last time I talked to him. It was awkward to say the least, but it was closure for both of us. He was a bit of a smart ass, of course, but he was also very sweet. He told me he was sorry for any pain he may have caused me - I said the same. We only talked for a few minutes, but that conversation, as well as his imprint, however ( Read more... ) -
listening to "Sigur Rós - Andvari" on Blip
So gorgeous...*sigh* -
listening to "Sigur Rós - Andvari" on Blip
So gorgeous....*sigh*