well i am going to be homeless some time with in the next few months or perhaps even by then end of this fucking month...
every things in my life seems to be failing one after another, i'm sick of this shit some one just fucking kill me and get it over with...

Where is my holy war against the christians, do not tell me i have to start it!

I had the strangest dream. Some fat black lady sacrificed me to cthulhu, and he spaired me. I went back to the house and her korean husband said cthulhu was hunting her down for her acts against me. Then i had to marry the 3 asian daughters well 1 was half white, how a black lady and a korean guy had asian or part white kids i have no clue. Now ( Read more... )

I had a 40 min wait for the bus, so i went and looked and got food then went to check out the porn. Why is it that most of the girls in them had way to much make up or fake bits or just homely? Infact there where like 2 or 3 women that i would call hot, 1 of the hotties looked like my friends slutty twin, i will not say who butt her name starts ( Read more... )

Yep i did! In said dream i got a job in eugene and was going to move there. I only realised it was a dream later after i woke up in oly, kinda dissapointing. also when i woke up my back hurt so much that i feel kinda ill.

Happy mother's day to all the mothers wana be and pretend mothers!

Why the fuck won't lj stay logged in? It always used to untill day before yesterday. having to type this shit in with my phone every time is pissn me off!

Abc gum is great for getn dirt ashes and blood of the innocent off your hands.

Down to purple and green then some herbal tomaco mix then going to try to quit probably about thurs of course going to see my mom for mother's day that weekend so tryn to quit smoking whail i see my mom may not be a good idea.

i am only good at 1 thing and that is to disappear without a trace... i want to do it again i am thinking about N.Y. or back to Portland or Eugene,, i don't know just a random thought i will probably never go through with cause i never do none the less i just don't want to be in this town any more or i am just sick of life i am not sure what one ( Read more... )