not such a happy new year....i lost the baby....mike fought with me, saying i didn't even want it anyway....i was actually warming up to the idea, i was just really scared....he apologized for what he said, but i'm still in shock....how could he turn on me that quickly? maybe things aren't as perfect as i'd been hoping....either way, i've been ( Read more... )

ok, so i got all of my hair cut off....it went from down past my boobs to just below my ears....it's a very drastic change but i think it was much needed....i've had the same hair since i was 13!! (many different colors of course, but the same length & style) it's pretty cute when i style it, lol ( Read more... )

oh god i'm so tired....all i've been doing lately is working working working....me & mikey barely have time for ourselves anymore....i've been picking up extra hours here & there because i want my car more than anything right now....i'm so sick of having to rely on everyone else to take me where i need to go just because i'm lacking in the ( Read more... )

A- Age of your boyfriend/girlfriend: 23
B- Band you are listening to right now: marilyn manson (duh....lol)
C- Current crush: my fiance :) <3<3 ( Read more... )

i was never very good at keeping up w/this thing in the past & now is no exception either, lol ( Read more... )

too exhausted to write in here right now, just wanted to let you all know i'm still around and i'm still doing good....since me and tim haven't been together my life has come to a strange stand still....not saying it's bad but it's definitely weird....i feel like i'm in high school all over again....

no, i'm not dead....some things have happened since last i wrote here....i broke up with tim....no real reason, nothing big....after so long with him i felt like i needed to be out on my own, with out his help or any one else's....i still love him, and i always will....but right now i need to be JUST ME....by myself....figuring out and growing up ( Read more... )

we got 2 kitties!! i have the girl, timmy has the boy....i named my baby zahara, and timmy named his little devil edward, after ed gein....so, zahara and edward :) zahara is all white except for a little black spot right on her forehead....edward is calico....they're both so cute ( Read more... )

revamped my journal lay-out....i think it looks pretty good ( Read more... )

forget that idea....i'm too lazy, lol.