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Pain and anger... My emotional diet
She used to be someone I'd do anything for. Hell, I did things I never thought I'd do for her. She made me feel like I was accepted, a friend. Friends in my life are few and far between. I'd learned to live like that. I was never going to be popular or in a close knit group, I never had been before. Perhaps that's how she's had me so snowed. I was ( Read more... ) -
FUCK YOU!
I swear to God if my fucking roommate doesn't stop bitching about my cats I may actually kill her! Um... I'm stuck sick at home and asked you to get litter for the last fucking week. I gave you money! So yes! They are shitting on the floor. But I clean it up! And yes, they will claw through the plastic you want to put on my window... because that's ( Read more... ) -
Warning!! I'm happy about something!
For over just two years I've been constantly afraid. My best friend made a mistake with a man. The daughter they produced wasn't the mistake, the man was. Before she got pregnant she found child porn on his computer and reported him to the police and he was charged. He said it was a mistake. Love being blind she half ways believed him. Then she ( Read more... ) -
Ripped my heart out to survive
I'm trying to think of it as saving them. I mean, it's better that I try to find them homes where they have a chance of being loved rather then forcing them to stay in a home where a person torments them and screams at them. Of course I hope she realizes that as soon as they're gone nothing is holding me here. I wonder if that was the point. Target ( Read more... ) -
Drowning
I've figured it out. The difference between us. The reason we can't seem to get along unless I bend over for you. It's because I actually give a damn about others whereas you're a selfish bitch. Do you think that I can help the fact that we have to leave at 7 to get somewhere? Or that I'm holding you to your commitment to help out with something. ( Read more... ) -
My fault. My fault. My fault. MYFAULTMYFAULTMYFAULTMYFAULT
Why? Why? Why? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ( Read more... ) -
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My annoyance of the hour! So today we're on our way home (we live out of town) and we come up to several stopped Semi's and vehicles. Ok, I figure that a grain truck spilled and it was a bit of a blockage. So I get out to go see. I get maybe a Semi up and I see a Jimmy sitting on its roof and around it. No lights nothing. Right in the middle of the ( Read more... ) -
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Ok I don't understand how the hell someone can have a child and be that bad at being a mother. I don't mean the smoking dope, getting drunk, beating the kid deadbeat kind of mother. I mean the kind that lets the kid do whatever the fuck it wants. I think the worst discipline is when mommy dearest is having a bad day, then she takes it out on the ( Read more... ) -
Not gonna stay, not even fo what little you offer
I suppose I should be more surprised when you tell me that you don't think you can move. The truth is, I expected it. I don't know if I'm more disappointed or resigned. I practically destroyed my life for you, I'm poor as hell, miserable and living in this god forsaken town. And you can't leave your mom. Actually, I think I might be happy. You can ( Read more... )