I wonder if anyone still reads this. Perhaps a nice chance to talk to myself, as a normal journal is for, yes? I feel so stagnant, like my life isn't progressing. I mean, i've got a better job, mucho money, all the expensive electronics a 23 year old guy could want. I buy what I want to buy, read what I want to read, do what I want to do. But it ( Read more... )

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There are times when i'm just a shell
When i do not feel anything for anyone
All i feel is hollow and bruised
Used up and misused
Forced to be someone i don't want to be
Have i failed somehow or some way
Will the weight of today finally pull me down to drown
In the depths of despair

Sometimes I think I'm gonna drown ( Read more... )

I saw this movie in Dallas, getting my tattoo. Now I can't find it in Oklahoma, so i'm buying it online. The Boondock Saints rocks.

Now you will receive us. We do not ask for your poor or your hungry. We do not want your tired and sick. It is your corrupt we claim. It is your evil that will be saught by us. With every breath we shall hunt them ( Read more... )

Six o'clock in the morning ( Read more... )

Are you afraid? Do not lie, for I can smell the tang of terror on you. You fear the wolf: this needs no apology. But why have you sought us out? Are you not content to be merely a man, self-proclaimed master of the world, despoiler of nature's bounty? Are two legs not enough for you ( Read more... )

So mom took me shopping today for my birthday present- a new watch. And boy, is it cool. hehe. it was on sale, so we saved like 150 dollars on it. very cool sleek, black watch. So we're walking through JC Penny's, going up the escalator, and the following conversation ensues. I found it quite amusing ( Read more... )

Lady (my dog) died tonight. She was very old, so it was her time, but damn I miss her already. Dad's in mexico, so I've been feeding the dogs, letting them out and stuff. I came over today after work, and found her. She wasn't dead yet, but she was dying. I could tell before I even reached her. I held her, and petted her for the last few minutes ( Read more... )

Swords of LightIn the darkened, blasted sky ( Read more... )