so nothing to exciting's going on in the life of alyssa... i got a hair cut... its pretty sweet, im not gonna lie to ya... :) ill post the picture tomarrow or something ( Read more... )

today in holocaust class we talked about the crematoriums, and she was talking about how she cremated her dogs and the ashes had chunks of bones left in it. and i got tears in my eyes because all i could think of was that my dad was burned... and reduced to nothing more than dust and little morsels of bones. thats not how i want to think of him, ( Read more... )

so i think i have a crush on this boy that i always seem to develop a crush on... but the problem is.. im scared to tell him because my crushes never last long... so i think i'll just ask this boy to a movie and see what happens ( Read more... )

well im definatley glad that today was exactly how i had pictured it... oh wait.. no... i lied.. im not glad. i thought for sure id at least get a thank you for the card and brownie... get that was too much to expect and hope for... i guess that shows me for thinking he appreciated me. im a fool. thanks for wasting my time with being my "best ( Read more... )

im glad my friends are so supportive... HAH... hmmm yeah that was a true statement...

this weekend SUCKED!!!!!!!!! im moving to saginaw... end of story.

TaylorTheBeast: hey ( Read more... )

im sick of having these feeling that i need to change to get people to like me. i give up. im sick of putting myself through this day after day. your mind games are pissing me off... IM DONE!!!! you make me become my worst enemy... i hate myself more and say more mean things about my self than anyone else does or could. you make me hate myself and ( Read more... )

it was a straight-faced lie i believed, it was a straight-faced lie you would ever leave me.

i dont know why i believed he'd leave my side for a second... but we all have those times where we think hes gone. but he's not...

THANK YOU JESUS CHRIST

say ANYTHING, but say what you MEAN

i feel weird... my tummy hurts and i feel like crying... i dont know why...