i fucked up bad this time.
really bad.

and i bet you'll never know how excited i was to hang out with you guys, cuz its been so long
and all you did that intire time was make me feel so stupid.
next time, just dont fucking ask me to come out
cuz im tired of feeling like complete shit
And you dont think i know its all my fucking fault?
IM NOT STUPID.

And i ( Read more... )

i cant go a day without getting depressed or dissapointed atleast once.
everything i tried so hard to keep, leaves
there is always someone higher on the pole then me
and i never seem to get what i think i deserve.
i really dont wanna deal with this anymore.

Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck.... FUCK

somtimes its fun to be a fuck up you know
life blows my mind
im pissed but calm.
i actully dont know what to think.

-Sarah

If i could cut myself. pull out all my hair. smoke a whole pack. and pop a bunch of E, right now, i would. Im going nuts.

Tuesday. I went up to the city to see Cory, i've known this guy for like.. 5 years never met him till then. i actually had an awesome time. he's nothing like really what i was expecting, but i mean that in the best way possable. ( Read more... )

THE WORST FUCKING THING YOU COULD DO RIGHT NOW IS BRING A FUCKING ABABY INTO YOUR LIFE

little things are getting to me

im such a bitch.

i am actually not okay ( Read more... )

Mike and i are offically on non-talking terms ( Read more... )

i think i mite be falling for him
i sit here and picture our life
if we moved intogether
maybe had kids?
but i dont knwo if i can allow this
these feelings are messing up all my plans
=(

i am a bitch

a great 
big 
jealous 
bitch