wow so i havent been in school all week. being sick sucks i have like No energy at all. ugh. but with the meds im on im feeling a lil better. ugh im dreading going to school monday cuz im going to be so behind. sucky. and i have to work 2nite even suckier. but jeff comes home fer the weekend so thats a plus ( Read more... )

so i helped jeff move outta his apartment satuday....and its all been downhill from there. ive basically slept all day everyday since then. cuz freakin i got sick. i have like the worst case of tonsilitis like i have ever had. and can i ge then out? no cuz the fuckin docotors cant take them out unless i have it four times in a year and its been ( Read more... )

so today like was good but bad. and i dont fuckin kno waht to do nemore. its all sooo annoying. and its all my fault and i need to start doing good n school and stop screwing around. damn i hate my life, and i have no one to blame for its suckyness but me. damn im deffinatly at a low point. and i jus feel soo idk ( Read more... )

ok so i went to christinas yesterday fer the first time in months! it was fun but annoying cuz she is one stubborn chica! lol ahh idk........yah i got nothing

mayb ill write more when i get home from school..........

well today should be interesting and fun to say the least....hmm..

so this week has been like interesting. jeff left and i cried again...i dont kno if i feel like going thro that every sunday its sucky. and its really gonna suck when he has to be gone for 3 straight weeks,and then when i may not see him for a year. ah sucky ( Read more... )

ugh this has jus been the worst weeks of my life. sorta. like it started sunday with jeff leaving so ive been all like depressed..even tho hes home now for the weekend...its like i dont even wanna do nething with him cuz hes gonna have to leave again 2 maro and i dont want to be all sad again. and then like work sucks cuz i never get out early on ( Read more... )

i am so depressed rite now and like i dont know what to do about nething nemore. im so confused and have all these mixed feelings about stuff. and like i told kegan alot of things tonite and i was jus really open with people. and i jus feel like crying cuz im so confused about everything. and its like everytime i like a guy something gets fucked up ( Read more... )

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ugh so ive been all like bitchy and depressed lately and i really dont kno what is wrong with me. its crazy. i dont mean to be all mean and bitchy to ppl....i jus kinda am for sum reason. i think its jus cuz alots going on rite now adn like i guess im jus not myself lately. ugh and i dont like that one bit. but w/e. and freakin it sucks that jeffs ( Read more... )

ok so i said i was going to start updating this thing again and i seem to have never gotten around to it. haha ok lets start with i quit my job at town and country cuz my boss was an asshole so i only work at carbones now. school started....boy what drama...i tend to not really talk to any one this yr cept the select few cuz i dont want to have to ( Read more... )