freakin ok so now i got a job at carbones...so at this very moment in time i have two jobs. but freakin im gonna quit town and country prly tonite cuz if i keep both i will have one mayb 2 days off a week. and now im supposed to be starting guitar lessons in like the next two weels and freakin i have 3 regents courses the first half this yr and ( Read more... )

sooOoOOO i <3 music...neways this summers been a drag cept fer like the month were i was partying every weekend and getting drunk. course nothing compares to my sisters wedding. and freakin i blew it b/c i got so trashed then that my parents wont let me drink nemore....well fer rite now,...im sure soon they wont care anymore again. freakin i ( Read more... )

dude y ne one would want to work is beyond me. freakin damn. we were soo busy today and it was my first day i was like shit man. freakin fuck the money i dont wanna work. but im scheduled for like 3 nites this week two of which i work hostessing alone and i dont really kno how to cash ppl out too well yet. ugh soo confusing ( Read more... )

so freakin i really havent been using this in a while cuz ive been addicted to myspace but now that schools starting again i think im gonna start using this. ahh soo this summer was fun i was gone at my aunts most of the time...which was amazing i got to see my cousins awesome band! eek. hmm i also finally got a guitar so thats preettyy cool too. ( Read more... )

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well i have felt shitty since anns wedding....not physically but mentally and emotionally. i mean after all i was told by jen and ppl about waht i did all what happened i hate my life. i wish i could go back and not have drank and done all that shit. because now my whole family....cousins aunts and uncles hate me and are disappointed in me. and ( Read more... )

wow soo my brother yeah hes movin to north carolina this weekend....he got a job teaching gym there. so we're having a going away party for him fri. and my mom bet me 1o bucks that i would cry.....but i kno i wont so i basically just made 10 bucks woohoo. neways yeah so the party should be very fun haha im gonna get trashed with all of jimmys ( Read more... )

god summer was going kinda good then bam everything has seriously sucked since i got home from my aunts. like seriously its like all back to being depressed all the time and its not cool. and like my parents blame me for every little thing that goes wrong. and im trying soooo hard to stay outta trouble but it always seems to find me. its jus that ( Read more... )

ugh my grandpa asked me to shoot him again! :-( i wish he would stop making that comment to me, i dont think he realizes how upset it makes me, but its not cool at all. i dont even like him joking around about somthing like that. ugh how depressing ( Read more... )

wow so things are getting really depressing around here....between my sisters health and my grandpas health....its scary. i worry about both of them alot and it made me really depressed/scared when i was on the phone with my gpa yesterday and he asked me if i knew how to shoot a gun......by that meaning to shoot him cuz hes so depressed with his ( Read more... )