that describes my every feeling about the month of january. i dont know what im going to do. i have no idea how i am going to react. i have been dreading the thirty first of january for at least six months.
yes. i totally understand. i'm here for you. i don't know what you think about this but... maybe... on the 31st we could go see him. or somewhere around then. i don't know. i've just been thinking about it. let me know your thoughts. it might be nice.
i really want to. i have been thinking about it a lot. and i cant go by myself.. i dont think i could handle it. if you could go with me i think i could make it. fuck im crying now.
oh man julia how am i going to get through this one
i will go with you anyday. and. i honestly dont think there are any words that can tell you how you are going to make it through. but. i know you will. it's going to be hard... that's a fact. i don't think that this is going to be easy for anyone. you are one of the strongest people i know. and it's definitly okay to cry. totally okay to cry. i was talknig to my mom about it... with mitchell and my papaw... about it being a year and all. and she said... the first year is always going to be the hardest. i hope she's right. i don't know if i can feel like this every year. but you never know. i guess. but yeah. you know what i'm saying. xox.
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my feelings on the subject.
oh julia i cant believe its been a year.
that describes my every feeling about the month of january.
i dont know what im going to do. i have no idea how i am going to react. i have been dreading the thirty first of january for at least six months.
i am so scared.
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i totally understand.
i'm here for you.
i don't know what you think about this but...
maybe...
on the 31st we could go see him.
or somewhere around then.
i don't know.
i've just been thinking about it.
let me know your thoughts.
it might be nice.
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i have been thinking about it a lot.
and i cant go by myself.. i dont think i could handle it.
if you could go with me i think i could make it.
fuck im crying now.
oh man julia how am i going to get through this one
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and.
i honestly dont think there are any words that can tell you how you are going to make it through.
but.
i know you will.
it's going to be hard... that's a fact.
i don't think that this is going to be easy for anyone.
you are one of the strongest people i know.
and it's definitly okay to cry.
totally okay to cry.
i was talknig to my mom about it... with mitchell and my papaw... about it being a year and all.
and she said...
the first year is always going to be the hardest.
i hope she's right.
i don't know if i can feel like this every year.
but you never know.
i guess.
but yeah.
you know what i'm saying.
xox.
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