well.. uhm. all my entries from now on are going to be friends only. because... i said so. so umm. if you have a problem with it. uh. get over it.

im posting this lovely poem again that laura wrote me. because i dont think that last time anyone fully appreciated it. hah ( Read more... )

during 2nd period today someone was listening to "I'll Make Love To You" by Boyz II Men...
god... memories of Mitchell are everywhere.
:-\

i've decided that i'm not going to the dance.
i don't know if i'll really be up for it.
the music will suck.
i just really don't know how to deal with this month.
it's like hell.
i can't get out to escape my feelings.
i'm stuck.
i wish this past year had all been a dream... more like a nitemare.
but.
no, it wasn't.
FUCK JANUARY

well. i'm still dateless for the dance. the dance is in what? like 3 days. maybe?
damn.

i said something mean to nick tonight... but it was in a joking way.
and even though he knows i was joking i still feel bad about it.
=(

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wow ( Read more... )

once again.
i am pathetic.
i want to get out of school.
now.
so i can talk to nick.
he gets my mind off of things.
hah.

well ( Read more... )